SERENE(:

Saturday, May 21, 2011
:: To my dear ::

Sorry everyone, this post is not meant for u all.. only meant for my dear.

Dear, I dunno what is happening between us. I wanted to talk to u abt it but u wanted to talk only after ur exams. So I respect ur decision to only talk after ur exams. Os I know u dun want to be affected by this. But promise me that u will really have a good talk with me after ur exams..k?

It was so difficult for us to get together and finally we managed to get together after knowing each other for 7 yrs. I miss u so so much and I am so in love with u. This few days I have been thinking of u, thinking of the things we had done together, the things that u told me, looking at the gifts u have bought for me and how romantic u were during valentine’s day. I remember all the things u told me on the day that we got together as well as the things that u told me after we got together. The words u said and the things u do were all so sweet. I am really enjoying every moment I am with u and I feel very comfortable when I am with u..Hope u are feeling comfortable and enjoying my company too.

I have also been thinking abt what I have done wrong that made u react this way. We were still alright on my birthday. I really hoped that I did not do anything wrong to make u not talk to me and meet me. I hope u will let me know what is wrong and give each other one more chance to try to mend our relationship. Dun give up on me so soon, k?

I know that it has been hard for u to be alone for the past 2 months cos I wasn’t able to keep u company and so had neglected u. I am sincerely sorry for that. But I really had no choice cos my I am still recovering from my surgery and so I wasn’t able to go out for long and my legs were still very weak for the past 2 months. I know that if I were to go out with u during that period, I will be a burden to u. Now that I am feeling a lot better and can finally keep u company, u started to not talk to me much and not meet me for now. I really hope u will let me know wat is wrong. If it’s my problem, I will change. If u think we are facing any difficulties that have prevented us to move on, let me know. I will be there to support you and overcome all obstacles that we have together so that we can move on together.

I will really feel very depressed and sad if we were to give up on this relationship so soon. Hope after u had thought it through, u will give me a chance to be there for u to overcome all obstacles that we have together. I am feeling a lot better now and are still trying my very best to reduce more of my pain soon so that we can have a better future ahead of us. So please dun give up on me now. U are the one who keeps me going during my toughest period after my surgery. Without ur support and without u, I dun think I will be able to get through those painful and tough times I had after the surgery, cos u are the one I love most. Even though u are not there physically to support me, I know that u are always there giving me morale support during my surgery and after my surgery and that morale support from you together with my family members support, keeps me going till now. Thanks for being so wonderful and understanding for the period when I am recovering from my surgery.

I really would love to move on together with u to build our future together. So please give each other a chance to do that, k? Dun give up on this relationship so easily, k? I believe most of the couples will face a lot of problems and obstacles during the relationship. And it is through all the problems and obstacles that made them know each other better and move on together to solve each problem and finally get married. I hope we will also be able to do that too by having a good chat after ur exams and try to sort things out and move on together rather than just giving up on this relationship.

Lastly, I would like to tell u that I love u very much and miss u a lot. No matter wat happen to u, I just want u to know that I will always be there for u. I hoped that u will give me a chance to be there for u just like how supported me during my toughest period. Take care and jiayou for ur last paper..k? =D U can do it de! =) I LOVE U! =D

SERENE-D(x 12:33 am