3 months since I last posted.. it was a busy 3 months for me..cos most of the time busy at work..
Had just went for a minor procedure on my back on Friday and now on MC, so have time to post.. Been three days since the procedure was done.. felt quite alot of improvement in the pain.. not so pain after the procedure le..but still have to watch the posture and movement..so will have to rest at home for few more days before I return to work ba..am confident that the pain will go off slowly.. dun expect the pain to go off totally after the procedure but is confident that the doctor who did the procedure for me on Fri are able to fix my pain soon with other methods..=p Have to be patient when comes to dealing with the pain..=) But is a good start now at least feeling better now..=D
Work is so far busy for me..had already been converted from contract staff to permanent staff.. so no longer have to worry if i will have a job after 6 months.. but now that i turned permanent, will have more things to do..cos must perform well..hahaha..still trying my best to learn and contribute but sometimes still will get negative feedback from boss on and off..Will definitely feel discourage at times but that is part of learning ba..I look at it this way whereby if boss dun give u feedback, u will not be able to improve..so will take the feedback positively and learn from the mistakes made..hope i will improve and work better soon..=p
Now I shall talk about the title..I am putting an end to my relationship with my bf..Had just break up with him ytd and now I am single again after 5 months..so it's time to concentrate on career, studies and curing my back..so that i will slowly forget about the things that we had gone through this past 5 months..though is not a very long period of time..but still will think of the happy memories de ma..so will have to slowly forget abt all that and concentrate on other better things...won't say that i dun like him anymore as very hard to say dun like a person overnight..cos i not cold blooded..many issues contributed to the failure in the relationship..dragging on will cause more unhappiness and disappointment between each other..so i chose to end it now than later.. dun wanna continue anymore..
Should stop here now..will be posting again when i am free..Now got to concentrate on final yr of studies, career and also to have my back fixed first..=p
Thanks for reading the blog! Good night everyone..and oh..i will be fine de..=)