Finally start to blog again after 9 months..so lazy to come in to blog..so in the end 9 months later then blog again..haha..=) Lots and lots of things happened in 9 months..not possible to include all in one post..so maybe just an update of me..=)
Work
Hmmm..still as busy at work..ever since the retrenchment excercise, so down..so busy..everyone in the branch had to do extra work..but we all survived..=) we even survived the worst period which is the chinese new year period..so happy that we did it...this proves that everything is possible if we work together..=) Everything is fine at work..just more stress.. and abit unhappy with my performance last year...the appraisal results is not wat i expected it to be..i done wat i was told but in the end..haiz..perhaps everyone else is better than me..but it's alright!! i had done my best..when the opportunity comes, i will just grab and do wat i is best for me..=)
School
Was thinking if i should stop school as i may not be able to get leave at work during the exam period for my studies..no one understands..how to go for exam without studying..maybe some of u out there can do it..but so sorry..i can't..i know myself very well..if i can dun take leave then i won't take le..but i really no choice so i plotted..if i can't get the leave, i will have to think carefully and make my choices le..whether work or study is more important for me at this moment..but this we shall see..=)
Band
Now preparing for competition at netherlands in july..really excited..n busy as well..cos will have lots of practice coming up..but for passion, must jiayou..hahaha..band is the only thing that can make me happy and enjoy..whenever i in band, i will forget abt everything at work, at home and all the unhappy things..so i really look forward to band every week.. though abit tiring to go on every sun.. but once i am there, i will not feel that way le..kailing and friends, let us work hard towards WMC..k? jiayou!! can't wait for july to come..=)
Home
Things still fine at home..so far so good..now that both bro and me r working, we r able to give some to mum for home expenses, so she dun have to worry so much..can see that she is much happier now..only hope that her leg will recover soon..her leg has gt some problem due to her prolong standing at work..went to see specialise..hope that she will recover soon!!
Me
Had been feeling unwell for quite sometime le..had backache since Nov..till now still like that..still pain..also dunno wat to do..three days before chinese new yr, i experience numbness in my both hands and legs and back..that really scares me..nv in my life i experience this..hmmm..went to polyclinic to check..but they also dunno the reason..hmmm..then when for the full medical check up last week..will only know results next week..so hope everything will be fine..=) really hope that my backache will recover soon..=)
Then recently i met a new friend, william..he asked if i could be with him..but i told him to give me some time as i wanted to know him better first..i am really touched by all the things he had done for me..but i needed more time to know him better first and also get over some things..reason is that i dun want to rush things..i want to be sure that i had gotten over someone before i start a new relationship..so that it's fair to him..no guys would want their gf to be thinking of someone else when they r together, right? he is really nice to me..and also very supportive and cares for me..really happy that he is willing to take a step back to know each other better first..thank u so much william! Also sorry for not being able to be with u right now...=) give me some time to work things out,k? thanks so much!!
Long time before i met william, there is already this special someone in my heart..that someone had always been in my heart for a long time le..some of u know who he is..but i dunno if he knows or gets any hint..but nothing seems to be happening..also dunno how he feels towards me now..i know that no point i keep holding on and not let go..i told myself that i must forget abt this someone and i am really trying my best le..but this kind of things takes time..not say want to forget then forget de..cos know each other too well and long le..=) Hope i will forget him soon!! So that i will have an open mind and heart to know william better and it will be more fair to him..=)
Hmmm..think that's all for today..hope that everything goes well for me, my family and my all my friends!!! n Wanying..pls come back soon!! i really need ur help..hahaha..i need u to help me..so pls work hard and come back soon!! take care over at aust..i will take care of ur parents de..=)
After so long of waiting, i decided to let go of u..all the best to u n take care my friend...................