Today is an emo day for me..i dunno wat's wrong with me today..but felt sad..really..i suddenly miss him so much..felt so lonely and bored..kept thinking abt him..i really hope so much to be with him..but think no chance ba..if gt chance, long ago already happened le..no need to wait till now..dunno if i should continue to wait or just let him go..i am feeling so down..
This few days mood not that good..cos gt alot of things for me to think..watever i do this week seems so wrong..dunno how to let all of u know..but i just felt that i am wrong..i think i shouldn't have told adrian those things ytd at dinner..i didn't expect him to announce to everyone..felt so sorry to shao yu..cos i accidentally said something which i shouldn't have said..hope shao yu will forgive me ba..
Things aren't that great at work..then plus going to register for ACCA soon..so need to pay the course fee le..abit scare that i won't have enough to pay for my course fee..dunno wat to do..so afraid that dad will take money from me this month..cos if he takes from me then i really won't have enough le..so worried everyday..haiz..why is my life full of worries..how i wish one day i will be free from troubles..
Today i really very emo..so think i dun wanna write le..hope everything will be better tmr..=)
i am missing u as well as the good old days we had.............