Ytd,finally finish the last test for the term..going to term break le..so happy..at least can take a break from school..dunno y..recently,dun really feel like talking to my classmates..i juz want to reach home asap after school..haha..maybe is too stress and tired..haha..hmmm..11 dec is my dad's birthday..but i did not do anything for him..except that i msg him n wish him a happy birthday..i feeling very puzzled..i dun wanna talk to my dad..but sometimes, i will think of my dad..isn't it weird?i find that something is not right with me..i did some things that i should have think before i do..but i didn't think that much when i do..now then regret..haiz..is all too late..maybe by doing that, i would hv caused someone's unhappiness or disappointment ba..i dunno either..i still can't figure out if wat i do is right..cos i dunno how that person feels..hmmm..hope that person is not angry with wat i hv done..hmmm..maybe everything is fine..but is juz that i am too sensitive..hmmm..is so late le..but i still can't get to sleep..haiz..then monday jennifer angry with me..cos she say i shouted at her on the phone..i wasn't shouting actually,i was just talking to her in a louder tone than usual..cos i am pissed off..i shall not say wat happened..cos is a long story..i know that i am wrong to have 'shouted' at her..i already apologise..but it seems that she still doesn't forgive me..dun understand y am i the one always giving in to others..she also got wrong..haiz..dunno wat to say lah..haiz..forget it..if dun forgive then nvm ba..i dun mind..all i want to do now is to earn more money during the two weeks break next week so that i hv enough to pay her back..i dun wanna owe her anything..i hate it!!!!!!!!So many problems..one after another..when will i be free from troubles???maybe the day when i die??hope that this year will end soon..n hope that next year will be a better year..now i want to concentrate on my studies..cos i want to do well this sem..so far so good..still ok..the results not so bad like last sem..so must jiayou!!!tired le..going to sleep liao..write again when i free..(",)