SERENE(:

Thursday, December 24, 2009
:: Christmas Eve=p ::

Just went back to work about 2 weeks ago..Quite busy since back to work..cos gt a lot of requisition to do..but still ok at least gt public holidays..Back still ok..not as pain as before the operation..less numbness but still will feel the aching and pain at the end of the day after work..i guess my back takes time to heal ba..hopefully with swimming and physiotherapy I can get better soon..=p

This few days feeling abit down..cos msg and call him, he nv reply me..dunno if he is avoiding me or he is busy in army..Can’t help but kept thinking of him..I somehow have this bad feeling that he will patch up with his ex..Dunno y but I just feel this way..When he dun msg me for a few days, I will start to think of him..but when I tried to call or msg him, he also nv answer call or reply my msg..so getting very confuse..dunno wat he is thinking..Wat I should do? =(

Today is Christmas eve..at first asked him if he wants to go out on Christmas eve, then he says need to confirm again..but till now no msg from him..i guess he forgot abt it and had plans for himself le..Then just now Shaun asked if wanna go out and since I gt no plans, I agreed to go out with him..If Shaun just now nv ask me out, then I will be alone at home le..so sad hor..Christmas eve and I stay alone at home..=X

Just finished helping my mei mei with baking of cookies for her colleagues at my uncle’s company..hahaha..the colour of the cookies dun look very nice..but still pass I guess…still edible..hahaha..hope that they dun mind and like the cookies..=p

Getting very late le..going to sleep le..cos tmr still working till 3.30pm..3/4 days..hahaha..i guess the bank later should be quite crowded..so going to rest soon..hahaha..if not later very tired cannot concentrate..Would like to wish all my friends Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!! Enjoy the public holidays!! (“,)

Thinking of u..

SERENE-D(x 3:18 am

Friday, December 04, 2009
:: Finally going back to work!! ::

It’s been quite awhile since I blogged..not very busy but just lazy to blog..hmmm..after a month of rest at home, finally going back to work soon on Monday.. Hopefully everything will be alright when I get back to work..Hopes that no one would create trouble or make things difficult for me..Hospitalization leave for 1 month is also not what I wanted.. Just that cos I needed time for my back to recover and feel better before going back to work as we are talking abt one’s spine..if it get worst, it could affect the rest of my life..However, I would like to thank all who had supported me, encouraged me during this period!! Must also thanks Janet for her understanding and support..was really quite touch to receive ur msg!! Thanks!=)

During this 1 month of rest, I had been trying my best to recover fast by actively going for physiotherapy and also swimming. But I guess the speed of recovery is still slow, however, I am quite grateful to my physiotherapist who had been helping me along the recovery and who had given me lots of support to slowly improve my condition..Though I feel that my back and leg are still quite weak, but I believe I am improving slowly..Dun feel as useless as before as I can see slight improvements now..Really hopes that my back will recover fast and not get worst as I had wasted so much time and money on my back..=P

Just got my results ytd, managed to clear all but still not very satisfied as I could have done better..Really studied hard for this exam and can really see some results in my studies this time round..So I will do better next semester!! I will study harder next semester as I wanna get a degree with good grades..this makes a great difference when u go out to find a job..=)

About 27 days to 2010!! Looking forward to 2010 as I believe that it will be a better yr for me and everyone ard me!! My studies, health and career will be better next yr!! (“,)

SERENE-D(x 11:31 pm