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Sunday, April 12, 2009
:: it's been a long time since i went shopping..=) ::

Just now went marina square with shaun..so long nv go shopping le..n so long nv go out together..it feels so great!!! actually wanted to watch movie..but so long queue..so decided not to watch le..maybe next week then go watch ba..so in the end went to shop ard marina square till 5 plus then go eat at MOF..the food there was nice..n the dessert is the best..hahaha..so long nv eat such nice dessert le...so busy with work n family things recently..finally got time to go out and relax awhile..=)

then on good friday, went swimming with shaun, brenden, nuraziah and erik..first time went swimming since pri 3..hahaha..forget how to swim le,..then nuraziah teach me..but still dun really know how to swim..hope can faster learn how to swim..then hopefully that can improve my backache..cos that day went for the physiotherapy then the physiotherapist told me that maybe swimming can help..so thought of giving it a try..no harm trying..cos swimming is a form of exercise..=)

this coming monday is my driving practical test..that time failed..hope this time round will do it well..dun wanna fail again..very expensive..so friends pls pray for me..hahaha..pray that i can pass..cos after pass le can drive a car le..hahaha..thank u ah!!!!

ok..that's all for today..=) going to sleep soon!!=) nitez..=p

SERENE-D(x 1:10 am

Monday, April 06, 2009
:: A month after i last updated this blog.. ::

I'm back..haha..So fast one month plus gone le..n i finally got time to update my blog..=) Same as before..quite alot to say..hmmm..work hasn't been good for me..the rest still ok..more or less improve abit..=)

Hmmm..Work is abit frustrating recently with many changes in the environment including the job itself and colleagues..everyone seems so irritated..i also got no mood to work..really hope one day i will be able to leave for better career..cos i almost can't take it le..sometimes i just felt that there is ppl unhappy with me or talking behind my back..maybe i am being sensitive..but i really could sense something going on that i dun know..dunno how i should handle all this..but for the time being, i think the best solution is to work more, talk less, go home as soon as i finish..maybe that is a better way now..at least less conflicts..=) though this is not the long term solution but this is the only solution i thought of so far..

Maybe the best solution is to leave this job..but i need to get a job first given the financial crisis now..hahaha..also more difficult to get a job..but i will try de..=) cos staying in the branch means i have to forgo alot of things..i need to forgo my studies..cos impossible to take leave for study for exams..secondly, recently i started to visit the specialist for my backache..then think need to go for physiotherapy quite often but unable to take off or leave so often so more or less will affect the speed of recovery of my back..n thirdly, i am not really happy in the branch recently.. so staying there longer will means adding on to my unhappiness..then slowly later affect the health then not good le..my relatives also agreed that i should get a new job..n i am really happy that they r very supportive..n happy that they r trying to lookout for jobs for me as well..=) Thanks my family, my Uncles, aunties and cousins for all ur support!!!=)

Remember i wrote in my blog the last time that there is this guy whom i know recently trying to ask me to be with him? hmmm..i was glad that i did not agree..cos i somehow it's abit weird..i told him that i needed time to get to know him better first and i also needed time to sort some things out..n i told him that if he happens to find someone he likes besides me, then just go ahead..no need to wait for me..then he said, he would wait no matter how long it takes..

Then the funny think is a month later, we met up n he told me that he just met a girl recently for abt a week and he is thinking to be with her..then i was so puzzled..first u said u will wait, next u said wants to be someone else le..only then i know, how fast ones heart changes...haha..i wonder how can someone change so fast..but i am not sad at all, in fact i am happy..happy that i still do not have much feelings for him..n that we r not together yet at that point in time..if not i will feel more hurt..hahaha..i told him to go ahead with his plans..and wished him all the best..think that's the least i could do..=)

Moreover, in my heart that special someone is still the one i love most..i have to admit that i still can't let it go..so even if that guy is not with that girl, i also will not be with him..cos i realised that there is really no more space for him in my heart..=) at least now i have one less things to think..i can just continue to love that special someone n hopefully one day there is progress and we could be together..n i really hope for that day to come..but i am not pinning much hope as chances are likely to be close to zero..just see how it goes ba..let nature takes its course..hahaha..=) if fated to be together, one day sure can be together..=) i am not in a rush to go into a relationship as i wanna settle work problem and my backache problem first..=)

As i had mentioned earlier on, recently i just started to visit the specialist for my backache..n will be going for physiotherapy so hopefully will be better soon..the doctor says my backache is caused by slipped disc and physiotherapy usually helps in the recovery..so that's good..i wanna recover by july..so that when go netherlands for WMC with Mus' art wind orchestra, can enjoy better..hahaha..so excited abt the WMC trip..haha..hopes it comes soon!!!=)

ok..i am almost done with today's update..will come update when i free again..oops and wanna thanks wanying for lending me her listening ears when i am feeling down..hahaha..must take care at aust,k? n study hard ah!! if not when u come back i sure smack u..hahaha..=)

SERENE-D(x 11:44 pm