Things ard us are always changing..even ppl ard us r changing..we, ourselves r changing too..why???
He had changed..changed alot..but why am i still holding on to him???why can't i give him up and let go of him???i really dunno why..To him, everything i do will nv be better than his other FRIENDS..his other FRIENDS are always better than me..when he is in need, the first person he thinks of will nv be me..u knew that i had feelings for u but u chose not to acknowledge it..u knew that i treated u well but u nv showed that u appreciated it..cos in ur heart u only have ur other FRIENDS..who am i to u??? N when i msg u, u nv reply..i am really disappointed..Do u still regard me as ur friend??
Hmmm..enough of him..now let's talk abt just now.. Just now went out for dinner with Darling n Irene.. Arranged for six ppl to meet up for dinner, in the end only three turned up..n that is Darling, Irene n me..the other three couldn't make it..they r all BUSY with their own things..one gt dance, one going out with his friends n the other one LAST MIN cannot make it..not like us..so free to meet up to eat dinner together..I am not angry with any of them..i am just disappointed..cos it's been a long time since we had a chance to meet up with one another..but in the end only three could make it..i understand that everyone is busy..i am busy n so r the two of them who turned up..they r busy too..Is it really so difficult to just meet up for dinner?? Just a dinner n nothing much..if earlier on u knew that u can't make it, why last min then tell me??if u were me, how would u feel?? At least if u told me earlier, i could arrange for another day to meet up..we r perfectly fine with it..but why always wait till last min then tell me u can't make it??? i know that u didn't mean to wait till last min then tell me..u wanted to tell me last min cos u dun wanna spoil my day..but by doing that, u spoilt the rest of my day even more..haiz..i shall not continue..if not later become misunderstanding..just wanna write it here so that i won't keep it inside me..i better go sleep..
Kat, i am not angry with u..i am just abit sad n disappointed..