SERENE(:

Sunday, April 22, 2007
:: What do i really want??? ::

Back to blog after a long long time..Was too lazy to blog..

Thursday (19/04/07)
I went back to my sec sch to look for my maths teacher..then she asked me if i have found a job..i told her not yet but going for 2nd interview at DBS for the post of customer service representative on friday..hmmm..then she was quite shocked and asked me this question in return: 'What do you really want??' she asked me if i really wanna go into banking sector cos i studied accounting..n she asked me y i dun wanna go find an accounting related job..she even said that she dun wanna me to regret after i go into this sector..i am really confused..i really dunno how i should answer her..at that point of time, i realised that maybe i really dunno wat i really want.. but one thing i am sure abt myself is that i am interested in the DBS customer service representative post..but many felt that i should not go for this job as it is not related to my course of study..then they say that i gt a diploma in accountancy then i go n work as a so called 'bank teller' is a waste..hmmm..only a few felt that i should go for that job to gain working experience..so i am really confused..if i am offered that job, should i reject it or offer it??

Friday (20/04/07)
I went to DBS for the 2nd interview..it was quite ok..i asked abt how i could advance in this career with this post..the manager said that having a diploma in accountancy gives me the advantage as i could go into accounting, financing or auditing in DBS in future..she said that while i work as a customer service representative, i could gain experience in this sector..then in future if i wanna switch to the accounting, financing and auditing part, it will be easier..cos i know how the bank works le..this is also quite true..surely i won't stuck there as an customer service representative forever..i felt that i am still young and i wanna try other sector before i really go into full accounting related job..but many dun agree with me..even my brother also thinks that i shouldn't go for that post..i know that he is concern abt my future..but i really would like to give it a try first..hope i could convince him..

I am getting older soon le..in abt two more weeks..haiz..really dun want that day to come..cos i think this year i will celebrate my birthday alone..think this yr won't be like last yr le..i guess..had the BEST birthday last yr..i will always remember that..but this yr think no one would be free to celebrate with me ba..all so busy with their work or studies or something else..

So fast 20 yrs old le..so that means grow older le..must really grow up le..cannot everything also let my mother worry..hope to get a job soon and give some money to my mum every month..so that she can work less..if not she will be very tired..everytime see her so tired, i see le i really heartache..tell her to work less then she will say that my dad nv bring money back n we still haven't work full time so cannot work less..everytime i hear her say that, i feel sad n useless..but i can't do anything except for looking for a full time job quickly..then she will agree to working less..so i really hope that i could find a full time job soon..

i abit sianz le..dun wanna continue writing le..will blog some other time le..

Really miss the days we had together..

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