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Saturday, April 28, 2007
:: 1 more week... ::

1 more week n i will be leaving popular..the place i have worked there for 3yrs n 4months..can't bear to leave but no choice..got to leave for a full time job..will be starting work at dbs on the 7th of may..worst thing is my last day at popular is on my birthday..so think on my birthday i will be sad ba..cos will miss the times i worked at popular especially during nov n dec period..working in a bank will be very different from popular le..will be handling different groups of customers le..no longer handling with those small little pri 1 & 2 kids..they r all so cute..everyday i see them i will be very happy..cos they r like always so happy n joyous..no troubles n worries..haha..not like us..hmmm..so fast 3yrs le..n it's now time for me to leave le..

Wanna thanks everyone who had taught me in one way or another during my 3+ yrs in popular..i really learnt alot n i will always remember wat everyone had taught me..i will apply those things i had learnt in popular at dbs if they r relevent..during this 3+yrs, i made alot of mistakes at work..but also learnt alot from the mistakes i made..i am glad that i was always given a chance to learn n correct myself from the mistakes i made..The person i wanna thanks most is erica..she really taught me alot during the 3+yrs..so much that i dunno how to write it down here...but i know in me..that she really taught me alot..when i made a mistake, she will correct me..when i dunno anything, she will teach me.. that's how i learn so much at popular..i changed from the 'very blur' serene to the 'not so blur' serene...haha..seen so many ppl leaving popular during the 3+yrs n now it's my turn to leave..haha..i should be happy that i am leaving..cos i will be able to learn more things from other sector..i will always remember wat i learnt at popular n not make the same mistakes in future..=p It was really a fun n great experience working at popular..=)

Hmmm..enough of popular..now shall talk abt my new job..i will be starting work at DBS Bukit Timah Plaza Branch from 7 may onwards..haha..although most of the days in May i won't be at the branch..cos gt training..but i will be stationed there after my training..haha..quite excited..but at the same time scare..cos going to a totally new environment to work..dunno everyone there..n must adapt to the new environment..haha..will do my best in this new job de..i am still young..so must learn to adapt to new environment fast..=p

That day i said that i may be celebrating my birthday alone..but ytd mama told me that she took half day off on friday to celebrate my birthday with me le..i am so happy..haha..at least this yr i will get to celebrate with my family on the actual day..think mama knows that friday will be my last day at popular..then i will be even more sad if i were to celebrate my birthday alone..so she took half day off to celebrate with me..i am so touched n happy..really thanks my mama for doing that..i will work hard in future so that she wonlt have to work so much in future..(",)

Fall sick on tues night...had flu n sorethroat..wed night had fever, flu n sorethroat so went to see doctor..only felt better today..haha..but still gt flu n cough..but not as bad as the past few days le..haha..later going to kbox with shuyun n huijiao..so long nv go kbox le..haha..so going there today..but maybe cannot sing alot..cos voice still abit weird..haha..but nvm..so long nv see huijiao..so it's good to meet up with them..haha..

Just now talked to my darling, he said that he gt into some trouble...hope that everything will be fine for him soon..dun think too much,k? i believe everything will be fine for u de..dun be sad,k? i will be there for u..hahaha..prove to them that u not wat they think!! U hv my support!! haha..Cheer up,k?=p

k la..i shall stop here..cos going to prepare something..hahaha..later going out le..(",)

P.S. Marcus, must cheer up n dun think too much,k? U hv my support.. Most importantly, dun leave me alone in band ah!!! haha..(",)

SERENE-D(x 11:02 am

Wednesday, April 25, 2007
:: Fall sick le.. ::

Fall sick again..just now in the afternoon still ok..till ard 8plus then dun feel that well le..kept sneezing and nose block..then felt so unwell n tired..haiz..everytime suddenly like that..think gt flu again..then throat abit weird also..hope tmr will feel better..if not mama will ask me go see doctor liao..dunno y i will fall sick so easily..so puzzled..this time i think is cos i was caught in the rain this morning..then went into air con room for whole day..so become like that..

ytd, met kat n darling for dinner..i was late but nt the last..darling was last..kat was the first to reach..haha..went to food cout to eat n talk..then after that we went to arcade to play..kat n i played the basketball game..we only managed to get into the 3rd stage..cos no strength when we reached the 3rd stage..then we went to play the music game..there were 9 buttons to press..each of us took 3 buttons..chose all the funny funny songs..then the last song we chose happened to be 'spaceship yamato'..darling reacted so slowly..it took him so long to realise that the song is spaceship yamato..think he must be tired le..haha..we played till ard 9plus then headed home le..cos they gt school the next day n i gt work the next day..so went home earlier than usual..really enjoyed myself ytd..=p

i feeling terrible now..so think i will go to bed now..if not tmr will be worst..will come in to blog another day..(",)

SERENE-D(x 12:37 am

Sunday, April 22, 2007
:: What do i really want??? ::

Back to blog after a long long time..Was too lazy to blog..

Thursday (19/04/07)
I went back to my sec sch to look for my maths teacher..then she asked me if i have found a job..i told her not yet but going for 2nd interview at DBS for the post of customer service representative on friday..hmmm..then she was quite shocked and asked me this question in return: 'What do you really want??' she asked me if i really wanna go into banking sector cos i studied accounting..n she asked me y i dun wanna go find an accounting related job..she even said that she dun wanna me to regret after i go into this sector..i am really confused..i really dunno how i should answer her..at that point of time, i realised that maybe i really dunno wat i really want.. but one thing i am sure abt myself is that i am interested in the DBS customer service representative post..but many felt that i should not go for this job as it is not related to my course of study..then they say that i gt a diploma in accountancy then i go n work as a so called 'bank teller' is a waste..hmmm..only a few felt that i should go for that job to gain working experience..so i am really confused..if i am offered that job, should i reject it or offer it??

Friday (20/04/07)
I went to DBS for the 2nd interview..it was quite ok..i asked abt how i could advance in this career with this post..the manager said that having a diploma in accountancy gives me the advantage as i could go into accounting, financing or auditing in DBS in future..she said that while i work as a customer service representative, i could gain experience in this sector..then in future if i wanna switch to the accounting, financing and auditing part, it will be easier..cos i know how the bank works le..this is also quite true..surely i won't stuck there as an customer service representative forever..i felt that i am still young and i wanna try other sector before i really go into full accounting related job..but many dun agree with me..even my brother also thinks that i shouldn't go for that post..i know that he is concern abt my future..but i really would like to give it a try first..hope i could convince him..

I am getting older soon le..in abt two more weeks..haiz..really dun want that day to come..cos i think this year i will celebrate my birthday alone..think this yr won't be like last yr le..i guess..had the BEST birthday last yr..i will always remember that..but this yr think no one would be free to celebrate with me ba..all so busy with their work or studies or something else..

So fast 20 yrs old le..so that means grow older le..must really grow up le..cannot everything also let my mother worry..hope to get a job soon and give some money to my mum every month..so that she can work less..if not she will be very tired..everytime see her so tired, i see le i really heartache..tell her to work less then she will say that my dad nv bring money back n we still haven't work full time so cannot work less..everytime i hear her say that, i feel sad n useless..but i can't do anything except for looking for a full time job quickly..then she will agree to working less..so i really hope that i could find a full time job soon..

i abit sianz le..dun wanna continue writing le..will blog some other time le..

Really miss the days we had together..

SERENE-D(x 9:25 am