SERENE(:

Monday, March 12, 2007
:: Back from an interview.. ::

Just gt back from an interview..the company is SP powergrid..hmmm..dun think they will hire me..cos they like dun think i am good enough for the job ba..abit sad..cos that person say something like.."i dun think u r interested in accounting..cos ur results not that good.." i was like..wth..poor results = no interest in accounting???? if in the first place, i have no interest then i won't go for this job le..y still bother to go for the interview..wake up so early for the interview then let ppl say something like that..if they dun wanna hire me just say it earlier..dun hv to waste each other's time..then my diploma like waste liao..cos results poor = no interest in accounting..i think next time no need to use the diploma..use 'O' levels cert can le..cos ppl think that is no point..gt diploma but poor results also no use..no one will hire me de..haiz..i know that my results not that good..but everyone make mistakes..so wat if i can't get good results..i should also be given a chance to prove myself right????haiz..so frustrated..lose my confidence le..

Hmmm..then ytd went out with HONEY n Kat..haha..then kat make us wait for so long..cos she fell asleep..suppose to like meet ard 2pm..but in the end met up with her at 5pm..haha..went to causeway to eat and shop..then also went there to talk..go shop supermarket..then after that went to take passport photo for interview..after all this we went to sit down at the woodlands mrt there n talk till 10pm..hmmm..ytd wasn't feeling that good..cos kat told me something shocking..was abit sad after she told me that..wanted to ask that person abt that matter..but i dunno how i should ask..dunno if wat she told me is really true..but i am feeling so confused..it should be a good thing..but i feel sad..haiz..dunno y i will feel this way..i even dreamt abt that matter last night..haiz..hope that it will be the right choice for her ba..haiz..i think i am crazy..write so much but think most of u still dunno wat i am talking abt..hmmm..will tell u all abt this some other time..think maybe kat n my sis will know wat i talking abt ba..

so sorry to make everyone read a piece of junk by an useless person with poor results..

maybe i am really useless ba..can't even go n ask that person abt that matter..haiz..hoping for her to tell me abt this on her own...but will she do that???or will she keep it from me till the last min????sad...

SERENE-D(x 11:18 am