Feeling so sad..It's so UNFAIR!!!He gets watever he wants n i can't..i can only use the worst ones..i hate it..he is so selfish..can't even help his sis..wat's the point of lending me a phone that almost spoil..no point..i also got one that is spoilt..i seldom ask him for favour..then today ask him to help me sign a new line so that i can replace a new phone, he ask me to use his gf's old phone first..that phone also going to spoil..later spoil liao going to blame me again..i might as well use my spoilt phone..at most ppl can't find me..so sad..we sibilings also cannot help..still call one family meh????Trying my very best to understand them n spare a thought for them everyday.. but i just realised that maybe i really still dun understand my family ppl..y they all become so selfish...dun even spare a thought for me..When i feel sad, they dunno..when i happy, they also dunno..when i am having a hard time at work, they also dunno..when i face problems at school, they also dunno..when i am not feeling well, they dun care..they just dun understand how i feel.. ='(
so difficult to help me sign a new line meh???? think i will 'hai' you???if i can sign, i will go sign on my own le..dun need to ask u!!! Is cos of someone in our family then i can't sign on my own..also not me..so angry n sad..still ask me go sign from starhub or singtel..if i gt the means, i will go sign le!!! abit of things also cannot help!!!!!! I AM SO PISSED OFF NOW!!!! STUPID!!! SELFISH N UNFAIR!!!! Everyone all like that..so selfish nowadays..haiz..all think of themselves only!!!!
Thought family members are supposed to help one another..but i was wrong..it was nv like that..i am very wrong... Heartbroken.. ='(