SERENE(:

Tuesday, December 26, 2006
:: So Selfish n unfair!!! ::

Feeling so sad..It's so UNFAIR!!!He gets watever he wants n i can't..i can only use the worst ones..i hate it..he is so selfish..can't even help his sis..wat's the point of lending me a phone that almost spoil..no point..i also got one that is spoilt..i seldom ask him for favour..then today ask him to help me sign a new line so that i can replace a new phone, he ask me to use his gf's old phone first..that phone also going to spoil..later spoil liao going to blame me again..i might as well use my spoilt phone..at most ppl can't find me..so sad..we sibilings also cannot help..still call one family meh????Trying my very best to understand them n spare a thought for them everyday.. but i just realised that maybe i really still dun understand my family ppl..y they all become so selfish...dun even spare a thought for me..When i feel sad, they dunno..when i happy, they also dunno..when i am having a hard time at work, they also dunno..when i face problems at school, they also dunno..when i am not feeling well, they dun care..they just dun understand how i feel.. ='(

so difficult to help me sign a new line meh???? think i will 'hai' you???if i can sign, i will go sign on my own le..dun need to ask u!!! Is cos of someone in our family then i can't sign on my own..also not me..so angry n sad..still ask me go sign from starhub or singtel..if i gt the means, i will go sign le!!! abit of things also cannot help!!!!!! I AM SO PISSED OFF NOW!!!! STUPID!!! SELFISH N UNFAIR!!!! Everyone all like that..so selfish nowadays..haiz..all think of themselves only!!!!

Thought family members are supposed to help one another..but i was wrong..it was nv like that..i am very wrong... Heartbroken.. ='(

SERENE-D(x 3:14 am

Monday, December 25, 2006
:: Finally got time to blog!!! ::

Back to blog after two weeks..haha..first..must wish everyone a Merry Christmas n a Great New Yr..haha..Was so busy last week that i cannot remember the dates correctly..haha..so busy with work..sec one orientation..haha..everyday work till very late and tired..haiz..n also work till very frustrated..cos all the stupid customer..want this and want that..haiz..must enjoy today..cos today can rest..if not later must start to work again..very sianz..but i no choice..cos need money..family think i printer mah..think i print money..

i abit sad..cos my handphone spoil le..drop on the floor many times le..sad..then cannot sign new line with M1 for some reasons..haiz..so now can only use the spoil hp..sianz..thinking of going to see starhub gt wat promotion and see if starhub can sign..maybe later going to see.. haiz..going to broke if i buy a new phone..then i ask my brother to sign a line for me..then he dun want..so bad..he use good phone..then my phone spoil all dun care..haiz..sad..dunno y they like that..dun say lieo..say le more sad..

Talk abt ytd..haha..ytd went out with shaun, brenden, joanna, nuraziah, siti n chun meng..i reached too early at harbour front then waited for them for quite long..go walk walk at harbour front shopping centre first..then waited at the bus interchange..actually wanted to go sentosa..but nv go..cos raining ba..then brenden, shaun, joanna and me waited for the rest of the ppl at the hawker centre..brenden go buy carrot cake and shaun go buy sugar cane drink..haha..the carrot cake damn nice..haha..

Then around 3 plus, nuraziah, chun meng n siti reached le..then go over to the mrt there meet them..after that we went to buy tix for movie..so many ppl queuing for the tix and alot of the slots for night at the museum all selling fast..so in the end, we only left with the front sit..Row A..then go rot till movie time..the show not bad..quite funny..but neck abit pain..cos too front..haha..

Then after movie, we went to take pics..took alot outside vivocity at the christmas tree there..haha..then took bus back..on the way back, on the bus, took more pics..haha..so mad..ytd took alot of pics..haha..went to mac near bukit batok mac to eat..haha..then after eating go back home le..haha..walk with nuraziah to the bus stop to take bus..then on the way, we talked abt the modules we took..haha..so many things to say..cos same course mah..haha..but different school..haha..reached home in time to count down with mama n sis..haha..then after that go bathe le fell asleep soon after that..haha..

Today finally got plans liao..haha..going off to meet penny soon..haha..then go see hp..then after that go her house rot..then think later at night will bring my sis out to eat ba..haha..see how..must ask her if she wants..haha..later she wake up then confirm with her..haha..hmmm..k la..me go bathe le..cos going out liao..see u guys soon..haha..THANKS you guys (brenden, siti, chun meng, nuraziah, shaun n jonna) for the wonderful outing ytd!!!haha..(",)

P.S. Must also thanks crystal, mike n calista for that gift..haha..=p

Merry Christmas to everyone!!!!Enjoy the day!!!

SERENE-D(x 11:54 am

Thursday, December 14, 2006
:: In IAP..so bored.. ::

Now in IAP..waiting for 5pm..a few minutes more..so bored..haiz..gt things to do..but i dun feel like doing anything..cos i abit tired and sianz..this few days family gt alot of problems..now still not yet solve..dunno how..haiz..no communication between anyone at all..really not like one family..i am exhausted le..tues can't take it anymore..then breakdown le..cried for sometime..haiz..think i scare my sis..cos i nv like that before..i really can't take it le..that's why i cried..felt better after crying..this few days dun feel like going back home so early..cos go back home will think alot...then will have headache..so will rot outside till i happy then go back..dunno y i like that..but i just know that i need a break..hmmm..going off le..cos 5pm le..will continue later..haha..bye..(",)

SERENE-D(x 4:27 pm