Sunday, September 17, 2006
:: SICK AGAIN... ::
Haiz..fall sick again..nothing new..gt sorethroat..now throat feel very irritating..then wanna cough but cannot cough out..flu..gt block nose..sianz..all come together..think cos i not enough rest..had been working without any rest since the school holiday start..then now finally cannot take it le..had rest on fri..but too late le..already fall sick by then..one more week going to start school le..hope will recover soon..cos dun wanna take so many mc for the coming sem le..wanna do well for the last sem..cos really no chance liao..now still cannot sleep..cos must wait till 1am then can take medicine..sad..tmr still work 7.45am..sure will be very tired..
ytd night, Jermaine, our senior from SP DAC de called me..haha..suddenly..was shock..n surprrisely, we talked for like half to one hour..haha..were talking abt her working life after graduating n she told me to enjoy this last five months in SP..cos come out to work will be a different world le..hmmm..i also agree with her..cos alot of ppl tell me that too..think they r right..cos they experience it before le..so must listen..hmmm..then talk abt wat i wanna do after graduating..i also dunno..my results so poor..dunno will have any company want me nt..can only hope for the best..now find job nt easy..results not good even more difficult..so dunno how am i going to survive..hope i can survive..haha..cos wanna further studies also no money..wanna work scare no company want me due to results..haha..kept thinking n thinking..need to go get opinion from more ppl..then can decide..haha..
Recently, felt so bored after work..cos after work, dunno go where..as usual, no one to go out with me..all seems so busy..n i dun really have alot of friends..think that is sad..i only got a few friends..then only like two ppl usually go out with me..the rest just contact through phone..hmmm..the two ppl o referring to are shaun and wanying loh..haha..i usually only go out with the two of them..then think recently both of them like very busy..so nv really meet up..very long time nv go out with shaun alone le..like gt one month??think ard there ba..he having attachment so lesser time to go out le..wanna go out..but scare later he wanna go back home to rest cos tired after attachment..so nv go out loh..then wanying is i nv ask her..cos think she also busy with her things..if she free, she will msg me de..haha..but wanying still ok..cos just met her on fri..haha..wanna go kbox..so long nv go kbox with shaun le..the last time was with his classmate,jasmine n him..haha..dunno when can go kbox with him..haha..going to start school liao..so will have less time to enjoy le..sad..that day fri off also like damn sad..no friends go out with me..in the end rot at home in the afternoon till 5plus..then went to meet wanying..then go westmall walk walk n talk talk..haha..that's how i spent my day rest..haiz..slacking..haha..cos all not free to entertain me in the day time..haha..
Think i will stop here..cos abit tired liao..going to do my things le..haha..
I am feeling so lonely.....
SERENE-D(x 11:14 pm
