SERENE(:

Saturday, September 02, 2006
:: EXHAUSTED.. ::

I'm so exhausted..haha..just work n work n work..reached home then fell asleep le..then wake up very early go work le..haiz..been like that ever since school holiday starts..so tiring..cos need to prepare for stocktake..coming week still got a few more stores to go..haha..but heng..i only know my schedule for mon n tues..haha..

Today is ACS de stocktake..thought will be very bad..but turn out to be ok..i done my best le..i already did all that i can..but still make a few mistake..then think they not happy ba..but i really did my best le..haiz..everyone is tired..so am i..imagine the whole store gt no one very experience to come help us when pre-count..we had to do all the things ourselves..cos erica they all gt stocktake at NBP..haiz..then erica only came down at 5.30pm..she helped to adjust n try to see wat is not right...then maybe all tired..then nv really notice the mistakes..untill today..haiz..the worst thing is that everyone who helped for the pre-count like all new de..everything dunno..keep asking n asking..then must tell them wat to do..haiz..tiring..today stocktake so long then end..end at 6pm..cos is new system..haiz..still think old system better..haha..Can only say sorry for all the mistakes i had done..i already did my best..=(

Hmmm..tmr gt work also..haha..hope can relax abit tmr..going back to sleep asap after band..if not the coming week will be hell man..cos will be very tiring also..haha..then 2 more weeks know results le..so scare..but this few days nv really think of results..cos no time..talked to a few ppl abt wat i should do after poly..but still cannot decide..

Wed i went back to fuhua to look for Ms Teo..then saw the other teachers..talked to them for awhile..then all asked abt where i wanna go after i graduate..all assume that my results are good enough to go Local University..But..feel so sorry...cos think i will disappoint them..cos my results not really that good..plus i dun have the money to study..then talked to Ms Teo abt it..she say can try ACCA..hmmm..thinking abt that..then just now talked to Erica..she say ACCA may not be the good choice..haiz..dunno how should i decide..i know i need to further my studies..but dunno at where..Ms Teo ask me to try NTU n SMU first..if cannot then try ACCA..maybe i will go with her suggestion..Ms Hoe suggested that i go work for two yrs then go study Uni..but scare later i dun wanna study anymore..then sure die de..so dunno how..getting nearer..need to consider carefully..All three of them suggested different routes i can go..but they gt say one thing in common..n that is.."This is your only chance to get to Uni and get a degree,dun miss this chance..must try no matter wat..not everyone gt the chance to go uni de.."Hmmm..i agree with them..but my results..haiz..really regretted..sad..should really sit down and think carefully..decide wat i want for my future..hmmm..hope i will get to a decision soon..haha..though is still quite long, i still think that i should plan ahead first..haha..

Thurs also went back to fuhua to see teachers..haha..chatted with them too..haha..miss the days in sec school..haha..hmmm..k la..i gtg le..going to sleep..really dozing off le..haha..see you guys soon..haha..=)

The Future is in our hands..we decide our own future..must think carefully..n also be true to urself..know wat is best for u..(",)

SERENE-D(x 11:53 pm