Sunday is over le..so fast..today monday le..ytd gt concert with my mus' art percussion club..enjoyed myself alot..hmmm..really love to play percussion with everyone in mus' art percussion club!!!!So fun, enjoyable, relaxing, happy..everyone in the group is so fun-loving..learnt alot at MAPC too!!Ytd suppose to go back to cc with them after the concert..but cousin going back to australia liao..so nv join MAPC back to cc to talk and eat..wanna apologise to them..so sorry..maybe i should go back to cc with them..haiz..now feel very bad..hope they not angry with me..hmmm..dunno when will be the next time we will meet up like that again..hope it will be soon..will sure miss MAPC..really felt great in MAPC..=) Hope will organise a chalet during our semester break..then can have fun together again like in netherlands..haha..(",)
Hmmm..ytd also gt perform with the band side..still ok ba..also enjoyed..but with MAPC better..heez..the guest conductor is so cute..haha..wanna thanks everyone who came to support me ytd..thankz alot..really appreciate it..with u all around then our concert can be successful..haha..cos u all also play a part..haha..=)
then ytd also know the results for our NBC..We gt gold..n our position is 3rd..hmmm..think not bad le..congrats to all..actually, i dunno y, ytd when i know the results, i dun feel anything at all..maybe is too tired??i also dunno..haiz..i am a weird person..to me the NBC is for me to gain experience and move to greater heights..haha..get gold very good le..haha..hmmm..thinking of going to take my grade 5 theory for music at the end of this yr..but dunno if i can make it..haiz..so many things on hand le..if i can, i really would wanna go try out..cos i dun wanna give up my passion just like that..i love to play percussion..so must do my best to improve myself further..if i dun go try to take grade 5, then my standard like keep on stay there also no point..haha..must plan my time first then see how..
next will be project le..IAP not done anything yet..dunno how..think of IAP then very sianz liao..haiz..chose the wromg elective..haha..then today go SAS to check for exam schedule..is out liao..less than one month to exams..so stress..hope i dun fail any module this sem..is not next yr must stay for half yr just to repeat that module..no point also..waste time n money..hmmm..then need to pay school fees also..by this month 27th..haiz..so broke..father still nv take money home..then also dun wanna keep asking money from mama..dunno how to pay for that fees lah..
plus brother keep asking me to give him money to pay my hp bills..i now really no money..how to pay him..he took so much money from my parents to pay school fees..then in the end they no money to give me also..then wat he wants me to do..i also wanna pay my bills..but i can't..cos i really no money..i am broke..y no one can understand me???i now also no work..also no money..this month really a tough month for me..haiz..in the end, ytd gave brother my last $25 to let him pay hp bills..cos he keep asking..dun give also cannot..haiz..nvm loh..just dun eat can le..i dun eat won't die de ba..if take money from mama..then she will nag say i keep taking money from her like my father..i am not like my father loh..my father gt work..i no work..i am still studying..i hate to go work after school..cos very tiring..will die de..i really can't take it anymore..so now after school nv go work le..still need to do projects, then study for tests..no time to work..even if work also one day earn $10..no point..so tiring..mama they all dun understand..they just think that i lazy dun go work..if i have the time and energy, i will go work..but i am really tired..tired till i keep on sick..nobody knows..they just think that i am lazy then dun go work..haiz..
k la..think i dun say le..say so much also no use..still broke..haha..no one can help..just have to let nature take its course ba..go revise now le..bye..=(
sometimes really feel like closing my eyes to sleep and nv wake up again..cos i am really tired..='(
Btw, just wanna tell everyone in MAPC that u all are GREAT!!!!Perseverance!!!!Really enjoyed every moment we spent together!!!!