Haiz..so many projects due this week...IAP trial balance due on thurs, Audit due on friday..IAP like haven't start yet..then Audit also do halfway only..dun think this time round can score well..headache..sianz..no mood...then for IAP, i dun even know wat to do..must go ask around first..this week really a stress week..cos Fri morning still got AFA test...hope can do well for that test..haha..
Then this sat and sun will also be a busy day..cos sat gt national band competition..then sunday got Mus' Art Percussion Club and Band concert at Singapore Conference Hall at 5.30pm..Hope will have more ppl come support us..haha..think is worth going..cos got nice songs..haha..gt guest conductor also..so must come n see..haha..then later still got rehearsal for band..Thurs, Fri also gt rehearsal..so that means will have band on tues, thurs, fri, sat & sun..haiz..sad..so many days..only left with wed free..plus still need to rush for the projects..going crazy liao..so many things to do..so cannot work le..like very long nv work liao..cos not free..n they nv call..so dun go ba..think slowly will become quit le..haha..also good..can concentrate on studies..cos exams coming le..But one thing not good is that i will be damn poor..cos father now nv give me money le..haiz..dun really understand..ppl gt father, i also gt..but why my father like that..no work no money also cannot take from mama..cos she will nag..they bring me to this world but they dun support me..then in the first place dun bring me to the world..isn't it better? Sometimes think le very sad..Then think y ppl dun need to work just study..gt money..then y i need to work to support myself and still must study..I am really tired..Dun think anyone will understand how i feel..i may look ok outside..cos i dun want ppl to worry..but sometimes i feel really bad inside..n no one to share my problems with..cos everyone busy with their own things..wanna talk to mother, she also not free..everyday work till so late..then come back sleep le..one day also nv say 10 sentences to her..pathetic..dunno how to end all this problems..just hope that things will get better one day ba..but i dunno when will be that day..
K la..I dun continue le..cos going to do proijects le..if not sure die faster..bye..will come in again to blog when i free..haha..=x
Feeling so stress....Hope this week ends soon....but not sunday....