Saturday, July 29, 2006
:: Alone at home... ::
Very long nv alone at home at night le..haha..today sis went to watch national day preview..then dunno bro go..mama n papa work..so i alone..no where to go..wanying do project, shaun watch concert..haha..so i nv go out loh..actually wanted to go to penny's house today..but too lazy..n dun wanna disturb her..then slack at home..haiz..today reached home around 7pm..i sound so sian right?haha..i am really bored..
On Thursday, i heard something quite shocking..dun really believe it..but somehow..some things not up to us to control..when it's time to let go, everyone will have to let go..haha..felt abit sad..dunno y..actually i think i should be happy..but i abit sad..this is weird..is it cos got feelings le??haha..i also dunno..hmmm..i say so much..but still haven't say wat i heard..haha..think dun say lah..haha..cos dunno how to say..hmmm..just hope that everything will be fine after that..but i doubt so..=x
I have a strong feeling that i will have a tough time after our exams..cos got to go back to work..i dun wanna go back to NYGH to work..cos i really dunno how to communicate with the auntie there..she is so slow, blur and..........haiz..dunno how to describe..work with her will die faster..hope that i will be asked to work at ACS instead..cos i really like to work ACS alot..the environment there is better..go so many schools to work before, still think that ACS is the best..Pei Chun also not bad..just abit far..MGS also ok..just dun like NYGH..haiz..i wanna let erica knows that i dun wanna work at NYGH..but dunno how to tell her..scare later she nag alot..haiz..if i dun tell her that i dun wanna work at NYGH,she will definitely put me at NYGH..haiz..dun understand..payroll under ACS, but worked for NYGH instead..not fair to ACS mah..dunno wat i should do..maybe dun work there will be the best choice le..haha..go find a new job..i just hate the fact that i always have to help that stupid auntie at NYGH..then later kanna her backstab..sucks man..If think that she cannot handle alone, just ask her to resign loh..she is practically useless.. hope that i can find another job by school holidays..then i can stop working there..haha..or maybe i should just tell erica that if she keeps putting me at NYGH, then i will quit..if she says that i can go ahead to quit, then good..haha..no need to work there anymore..then all the best to her also..i had enough during attachment at NYGH..it's a nightmare man..my 'A' almost fly away cos kanna blame on something i nv do at all..sad..ppl believe her and not me..haiz..that's how they treat part timers..so bad..hmmm..dun say about work le..now say abt studies..
Exams coming soon..think abt 16 more days to first paper..must jiayou le..slacked alot for the past week..nv really studied at all for the past week..already behind time for the timetable i planned..so must bucked up le..hope to really do well for this sem..cos going to finish poly le..dun wanna fail and repeat half more yr for one module..waste time..dun wanna to be forward module anymore..haha..hmmm..k la..i think i go study le..if not later sure fail..haha..come in again to blog when free..=)
SERENE-D(x 9:43 pm
