Dunno y recently like feeling so sad and lonely..this holiday seems so long to me..did nothing for the past few days..just work le then go back home rot..friends all not free to go out with me..hate to stay at home alone..but everybody seems so busy to even bother abt me..so sad n pathetic..haiz..The past few school holidays like always end so fast..then always go out play n hv fun..but this time round nv step out of house to enjoy myself at all..just step out of house to work..
Today went for class BBQ..still ok ba..but tired..quite late then go home..hmmm..think just reached home an hour ago ba..lucky still gt train..cos at pasir ris..kept coughing ever since i came back from the bbq..think is too hot there ba..plus this morning nv bring umbrella to work..then ran in the heavy rain to work..my whole body was wet by the time i reached the sch..then was in the aircon place for four hours..think my flu and cough will get worst soon..really sick of being sick le..kept seeing doctor..then no money le..haiz..this month really damn poor..sob..
Haiz..i like sound so sianz..this few days actually gt quite alot of things happened at home and outside..No one to talk to..No one to tell my problems to..No one bothers..='( maybe cos of that then like so sianz..i am feeling so tired..hope that i can just close my eyes to rest and nv wake up again..maybe that may solve all the problems..cos i want to solve the problems..but can't seems to be able to do it..like so difficult..
Can u tell me what went wrong???? I am so puzzled by all that had happened in the past one month...If only u could understand how i feel n know wat i am thinking...How i wish i can stay in the past...