Haiz..sick for very long le..for one week liao..since last thurs..getting from bad to worst sia..dunno when will recover..sad..miserable..for the past few days din really do alot of things..cos not feeling well..lucky now school term break liao..if not think i will mc all the way le..hmmm..now can relax abit..cos IAP presentation just finished..but think i didn't do well..want to say sorry to my group..haiz..think my peer evaluation ranking also not that good..hope i am not ranked the last..i really tried my best for IAP le..but dun seems to see any good results leh..dunno y..maybe everyone's expectation very high ba..sobx..must try harder next term..
Hope i will get well soon..cos i wanna do alot of things for this term break..hope i can finish doing all the things..then everyday still got work..so sianz..although is from 9am to 1pm..but still very sianz..really gt nothing to do..no customers, no sales, no stocks, no paperwork..just me n another part timer..haha..then today erica called to ask if we got sales..then told her very poor..so she thinking of cutting manpower..but she still haven't say..juz wait n see ba..tmr not working..cos i am feeling so sick..so i told erica..then in the end poor leonard gt to stand i for me..actually, he dun need to work tmr n friday..but i sick..so he will go tmr..haha..thankz alot to leonard..haha..today actually dun wanna go work..cos ytd fever..then ate two panadols at wanying's house..then felt better after that..haha..think i passed my sickness to wanying..she now also cough n flu le..hope she get well soon too..haha..if not i feel so guilty..spread to her..haha..then ytd night went to meet jonathan for dinner..cos he say he eat alone very sianz..then just go accompany him loh..haha..no harm also..just that i abit sick..then after he finished eating, we went home le..haha..cos quite late le by then..haha..need to sleep early..haha..
Today also wanna sleep earlier..cos finally can take off from work..haha..really need a good rest..think overworked myself for the past few weeks..that's why sick so long haven't ok..haha..dunno if tmr wanna go see doctor again not..cos still haven't ok..haha..but dunno go where see..cos the clinic i always go is closed..the doctor went on holiday this friday then come back..haha..dunno can wait till fri..or go bukit timah there see..hmmm..later ask my mama ba..haha..then tmr also need to do elearning..cos friday last day le..haha..later no marks..must jiayou le..haha..hmmm..dunno wat to say le..just feel so bored..something is missing in my life..i know wat is it..but cannot say..haha..k la..i go rest le..bye..come in another day to write..haha..
To give up or not?? Hmmm..This is a very difficult decision to make..i dunno how..So Lonely...=x