Saturday, June 10, 2006
:: Must Concentrate.. ::
Hmmm..still sick..today like worst..cough non-stop..think will see a doctor later before going for MAPC practice..concert coming..still so slack..haiz..then or band, competition coming..but still...haiz..i dunno lah...feel like giving up..regretted..but no choice..wat done cannot be undone..just try my best ba..
Had been thinking for the past few days..haiz..maybe i should just concentrate on studies and nothing else..at least i will see results from my studies if i work hard..n i will not get hurt..hmmm..dun wanna be bothered by that anymore..for now, i think, my studies and health will be more important than anything..so i must jiayou again le..Less than a year to graduate..maybe will lead a better and happier life after that ba..hope so..sometimes, come to think of it, maybe i already very lucky le..got so many ppl around me that cares for me..like my classmates, wanying, my family, cousins, my teachers in sec sch, my friends at work..especially wanying, who will always be there to cheer me up and brighten my day when i am sad..Thankz a million to wanying and all of u who cares for me..dun worry so much for me..k?i will be fine soon..haha..wounds take time to heal..haha..i am healing le..so dun worry..
Hmmm..two more weeks start school again le..so many projects haven't do...so must buck up le..gt audit project 2, gt IAP and gt lots of test coming my way..haha..must work hard and do well..haha..dun disappoint anyone..haha..n most importantly, dun disappoint myself..haha..think must start project next week..but gt work everyday..haiz..so think can only meet up with my groups after work which is around 2pm..haha..so sorry ah..need to work..cos my dad only give me $150 per month from now on..dunno wat's wrong with him..keep cutting my allowance..from $300 to $150..sad..then need to pay my hp bills, my bus concession and my daily expenses..so no choice got to work..if not, sure cannot survive with only that $150..hope u all will understand..need to ask when my group members when they are free to meet up first..haha..anyway i am soooo free now..nothing to do..haha..
maybe later will go sleep for awhile more..cos not feeling well..need to rest well mah..if not later cannot recover fast..haha..haiz..wrote so many craps today..haha..think stop here le..cos dunno wat else to write..going to eat breakfast/lunch le..hungry..haha..
I know wat i should do le..........must always remember to be true to myself............
SERENE-D(x 1:40 pm
