SERENE(:

Wednesday, May 24, 2006
:: Dunno what is wrong with me.. ::

Haiz..today so fast wed le..like still starting of the week mood..dun feel like doing anything..haiz..had a test on mon..disappointed..cos nv read properly..then answer wrongly..21 marks out of 50 marks gone..sianz..sure cannot make it again..haiz..work hard le..but in the end cos of carelessness then lose all the marks..feel like killing myself..=x Then quarrel with mike on monday..maybe i really not good at keeping secrets ba..or maybe i am not suitable to be his friends..cos i like to joke..cannot take things seriously..then he will always take things so seriously..joke also cannot..y must i always be the one understanding how ppl feel??? Does anyone really understand how i feel at times???feeling so stress and depressed..at least wanying n shaun better..always there to listen to my craps..n can at least understand me better..monday not a good day for me..after i quarrel with mike, then went home..cos so angry..then reached home at 4plus..then stay at home do nothing..cos kept thinking of lots of things that happened recently..haiz..juz cannot understand some things..maybe i will nv understand ba..then got headache again..actually planned to go wy's house to play monpoly..but headache so in the end nv go..then slept quite early..cos got nothing else to do..

Then Tuesday, which is ytd, went to school late..cos so tired..dun wanna wake up..the went for MA1 lab lessons..after that went for cf lecture..then after that went home to change and went to work at JSP..haha..was quite fun working there..cos is peaceful..not like other stores..so many problems..haiz..heng ytd no need go work at NYGH..cos damn pissed off with dorothy..say i got some problems withe the girls cos vivien told her that i also dun really like the girls at NYGH..i dun like cos they very noisy..no other particular reasons..n i dun have problems with the girls..i just work normally there..also nv do anything to the girls..i think my attitude is 100 times better than that dorothy..think she is the one with problems..not me..she is insane..she is a backstabber sia..always act good in front of ppl..then at the back stab ppl..then after that pretend nothing happened again..haiz..vivien kanna stabbed by her..she so poor thing..juz work for less than one month then kanna stab le..the worst thing is that erica still side with dorothy..wat the f***..dun understand y she always side with dorothy..haiz..cannot see who is good n who is bad..haiz..disappointed..dun say abt this le..say le also sianz..anyway i enjoy working at JSP than at NYGH..haha..too bad JSP closing down le..

hmmm..then ytd work till 7pm..then went to meet wanying..cos going to stay at her house..haha..managed to meet each other at 8.45pm..haha,..then eat mos burger..wy pay first..cos i broke..damn broke..left $2..haha..waiting for pay day..then after that went home to get my stuffs..then go back to wy's house..hmmm..feel so bad..cos actually wanna go her house play monopoly with her..but....watch the xiao zhu show got cao ge..then after that i fell asleep..hmmm..then in the end just go her house watch tv n sleep..like so bad..she so eager to play..then i fell asleep..so sorry..i make it up another day..k??haiz..this morning wake feel so guilty..haha..this morning, as usual, gt morning call from MGS..haiz..forever..dunno y i so 'heng'..haha..same problem..printer cannot print..sad..hope the printer will be good..dun always cannot print in the morning..

This morning woke up then wash up at wy's house then told her i go sch..then i ownself go take key n open the door the just go off..dun disturb wy cos she tired..then her lessons at 2pm..so good..can sleep..haha..in the end i also nv go school as i think i will be late..cos i still wanna go home to change..haha..think later then go for CF tutorial at 1pm..haha..hope i can make it..cos now 12pm le..haha..k la..dun say le..going to late liao..haha..go off le..blog again another day..(",)

Hope that there will be someone who can cheer me up n listen to my problems everyday..

SERENE-D(x 11:30 am