Hmmm..waited so long for friday to come..cos friday come then will be weekend le..no school..haha..this weekend no work..only got band..haha..today woke up late..then went to school late..nv go for auditing lecture n Company Law tutorial..was too tired..then cannot wake up..hmmm..then 11plus, bro msg me..say my hp n his hp cannot use..cos he forgot to pay the bill..then ask me go pay..the thing is, i dun have enough money to pay..then go find mama at her work place to take money to pay..paid $286.40..then call to activate back...haiz..then after that rush to AFA1 lecture..in the end late..haha..saw yuling outside..she also late..then went in together..haha..then after that went to work at NYGH..haha..work till 8pm..first time so late..haiz..actually very early can go..but somebody still doing her things..nvm ba..not in a hurry..hmmm..then after work, wanying called me..haha..ask me go play mahjong..i guess correctly..then went to her house at 9.30pm to play..haha..just came back..uncle sent me back de..thanks alot..hmmm..i won $7..for the first time i won..
Friday, May 26, 2006
:: Sianz......... ::
Problems, problems, problems n more problems...how to solve them??? It's getting from bad to worst..no one to talk to n listen to me..sad n depressed..
Thursday, May 25, 2006
:: OOPS...U R RIGHT!!!! I missed out some points.. ::
HMMM..just read wat u tag..i get wat u mean by i missed out some points..think the points i should add in is:
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
:: Was so pissed till i cried.. ::
Today after CF tutorial, went to discuss my project for audit..it all went well at first..but in the end at around 5 plus, quarrel with mike at the dover mrt station..so pissed..at first, he said that we do not need to write down any questions to ask his supervisor..cos he says that jus do a transaction walk through with his supervisor tmr..then after that when everyone abt to go back, he asked:'' then our questions how?'' then shuyun tell him that if he needs the qns, then we go home think n write it out..i also agree..cos tmr got tax CA1..cannot fail..fail again later kanna exoel from school..then we said that we will write it out at home..then he was angry..he walked away very fast..we tried to catch up with him..but he walked faster n faster..i was pissed by the attitude he gave us..not the first time..that's y i so pissed..then i went to chase him..i hold him back..n ask him..wat does he wants..he said..he said nothing..then i ask him y he so angry..he told me he is not..n he added: ''I know u for two years, u r the one who always throw temper at me''. Listen carefully MIKE CHUA!!! If u dun show me that kind of stupid attitude, i won't throw temper at u..everyone has their limit..stop showing me that attitude..N DUN ALWAYS ASSUME THAT I AM THE ONE AT FAULT!! U ALSO HAVE FAULT..NOT EVERYONE IS PERFECT!!!As a guy, u shouldn't be so sensitive n ungentlemen..i used to give in to u..but i won't do it anymore..cos i am really so pissed..i told myself not to control anymore..so many things had happened around me recently..i am also very frustrated..i already tried my best to control myself in front of u..but..i really can't take it anymore..y can't u understand???maybe is i dun understand u as a friend..so think maybe we not suitable to be friends ba..i am not going to talk to mike from now on..unless he really knows how to show respect to his friends..If someone were to walk away just like that cos they r unhappy, how would u all feel???today is the first time i did that..cos i really dun see the point talking to him anymore..i did not do that in the past cos i feel that i should respect my friend..haiz..not really sad..but is disappointed..
:: Dunno what is wrong with me.. ::
Haiz..today so fast wed le..like still starting of the week mood..dun feel like doing anything..haiz..had a test on mon..disappointed..cos nv read properly..then answer wrongly..21 marks out of 50 marks gone..sianz..sure cannot make it again..haiz..work hard le..but in the end cos of carelessness then lose all the marks..feel like killing myself..=x Then quarrel with mike on monday..maybe i really not good at keeping secrets ba..or maybe i am not suitable to be his friends..cos i like to joke..cannot take things seriously..then he will always take things so seriously..joke also cannot..y must i always be the one understanding how ppl feel??? Does anyone really understand how i feel at times???feeling so stress and depressed..at least wanying n shaun better..always there to listen to my craps..n can at least understand me better..monday not a good day for me..after i quarrel with mike, then went home..cos so angry..then reached home at 4plus..then stay at home do nothing..cos kept thinking of lots of things that happened recently..haiz..juz cannot understand some things..maybe i will nv understand ba..then got headache again..actually planned to go wy's house to play monpoly..but headache so in the end nv go..then slept quite early..cos got nothing else to do..
Sunday, May 21, 2006
:: Another week is going to end... ::
Hmmm..so fast one week going to past soon..the weekends always seems so short..dunno y..maybe is cos weekend is the only time to relax..next week like got so many things to submit n gt two test..haha..haven't touch yet..die le..juz now went for Percussion practice..that is the only time i can relieve my stress..improving every week..so happy..concert coming..so must jiayou le..saying abt that, band competition also coming..stress n more stress..really wished that july will end soon..then i will not be so stress le..cos by then band competition will end le..hmmm..i know that jennifer is unhappy that we always nv turn up for sunday band practice..haiz..hope she will understand..cos got so many projects to do..then somemore need to work..cos need to support myself..trying my best to manage my time..but too many things on hand..
Friday, May 19, 2006
:: Finally finished two projects.. ::
It's really hell man..Final year really very stress..haiz..so many projects to do..so tired now..so late le still haven't sleep..cos just finished two projects due for today..Company Law was tough..Corporate Finance still ok..haha..finished CF on wed..but today just touched up abit..think later lunch look through again before i submit..hope that the CLAW answers ok..cos is my brother teach me de..have difficulty writing the concepts in paragraphs..too me quite a long time..haha..must really thankz my brother this time..if he nv teach me, think i now still stuck there sia..another night no need to sleep..haha.. Hmmm..still got to do transparency for CLAW..cos i presenting today..Feeling so tired now..cos ytd sleep at 5am..woke up at 7 plus..cos kanna disturbed by penny..sianz..next time muz off phone le..hope can sleep at 4am today..Juz now went to study with shaun at mac..then the eyes want to close..in fact, today during IAP already wanna sleep..cos i very tired..then do claw tutorial till halfway..then stopped and talk..then we read a report on horoscopes..then found that it was quite accurate..haha..today's IAP was like hell also..haiz..dun really wanna say abt it anymore..
Thursday, May 11, 2006
:: Felt that something was missing this few days... ::
Hmmm..this few days felt abit weird..abit lonely..felt that something was missing..dunno why i felt this way also..haiz..so many projects going to due next fri..but still haven't really touched them..guess need to do it the next few dayz..if not sure die de..luckily tmr is a holiday..haha..can have a break..keep having headache for the past few days..then now sorethroat..i am really a sickyguru!!!haha..hope can recover soon..
Sunday, May 07, 2006
:: Another sat without practice!!! HAHA... ::
Now is going to 3am le..but haven't sleep..hope tmr can wake up..haha..hmmm..ytd(sat) i woke up at 12.45pm..then eat 'Breakfast'..haha..then rock in front of computer..listen to cao ge's song..before going out of my house, something happened that makes me abit sad..$200 just fly away like that..work so hard for the money..met shaun at 4pm..first time i early..i reached at 4pm sharp..then waited for him till around 4.20pm..haha..i playing my games in the phone..so nv realised that i waited for 20mins le..Then we took bus 700 to taka..cos got $100 voucher can use at takashimaya..so many things there..but dunno wat to buy..so nv buy anything..decided to pass the voucher to brother..let him go buy..
Friday, May 05, 2006
:: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! OLD LE... ::
Ytd was my 19th Birthday..Old liao..haha..Really had a very wonderful Birthday ytd..I think it's the best Birthday i had throughout the 19 years of my life..Before i say how i celebrate my birthday, i want to thanks some ppl first..Firstly, I want to thank Shaun for all the surprises and everything u have done, I was really touched..then i want to thank wanying n mike too..Finally, i want to thanks all the friends who had remember my birthday!!!Also wanna thanks my family for celebrating with me on sunday n xiao min for the bag n also my ah ma...I love all of u!!!Really glad to all of u as my friends..=p Thank you once again..
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
:: HAPPY LABOUR DAY!!!!!!!!!!! ::
Going to 2 am le..but still not sleeping..cos need to do tutorial for today..sianz..Ytd is labour day..i slept at like 5.30 am..but woke up at 10am in the morning..cannot get back to sleep..dunno y..since cannot sleep le..then wake up, bathe n get ready to go out..hahaha..went to my penny's house to change coins for dorothy..then stay at her house and chat with her till like 2.15pm then realised that i am late..i meeting shaun at 2.30pm at clementi..haha..then msg him tell him i will be late.. in the end reached clementi at 3pm..luckily he still waiting there very patiently..haha..hey..sorry for being late ah..
Monday, May 01, 2006
:: I'm back after soooo long.. ::
Hmmm..so long nv write le..decided to write since nothing to do..Juz now read joanna's blog, then feel so sad for her..hope she will be fine soon..wat she say is true..not easy to forget someone..but....sometimes no choice..not up to us to decide..just got to get on with life..hope time will heal all the broken hearts..