Sunday, December 05, 2010
:: 27 days to year 2011.. ::
It's dec 5 le, 27 more days to year 2011..Looking forward to the coming new year with more new challenges. =)
Looking back, this year had been an eventful and fruitful year for me. Had experienced many things including good ones, happy ones, sad ones and bad ones. Had learnt and gained alot from all the things that had happened to me. Of cos, when there are gains, there will also be some things that I have to give up. But glad that I had gained and learnt more than I had given up. Just hope that I will end this year with all the good and happy memories and move on to next year with a good start..=D
Had changed a new job in Apr this year, so far still so good, but alot more for me to learn and improve. Initially it was supposed to be a 6 months contract job, then I was converted to permanent staff after 3 months. Was happy and grateful that my bosses and colleagues gave me a chance to contribute to the team and department, letting me move on as a permanent staff. With the increase in salary for this new job, life got better for me. Reason being, I am able to save more for studies and for future, and I am also able to provide more money to my family, making my mum's life easier. Mum had a hard life before and now that I have more income, I would really want her to enjoy herself more. Cos I really love mum and sister alot. Without their support, I would nv be able to achieve what I have now. Therefore, I would do anything I can to make them happy. =)
As for my health, glad that there are improvements, although I am still on follow ups..=) Still feeling pain at my back but am currently seeing this pain specialist who will be working out some treatments for me so that I would feel better soon. Had went for two procedures on my back in Sept and Nov this year. There are improvements but still feeling pain. I guess it will take abit more time for my back to heal. Sometimes I really feel like giving up and not seek for further treatment but I have already gone so far and there are already improvements so after thinking for some time, I had decided to not give up and seek further treatment to see if I can really get rid of the pain. I am still young, so I definitely would hope that I would have a chance to get well and do all the things that I can't do now due to my back condition. Wanna thanks all my family members, friends and colleagues for their support to me. Hope that I will get better by early next year..=D
Had just gotten my results on thurs and I managed to clear all and move on to my last semester. Results was not as good as the previous semesters but I had done my very best. I remember this someone who had kind of impacted my life telling me: "Always put in your best effort in all that you are doing and you will not regret or feel guilty when the final outcome is not as good as expected. This is because you know that you had already tried your very best." I will always remember these words as I find them really meaningful to me. I applied this to all the things I do be it in studies, work, my life and also in a relationship. I believe that if I had put in my best effort, in the end if I did not get wat I want or expected, then at least I know that I had tried my best. Studying and working at the same time is tough but I told myself that no matter how hard it is, I will endure and complete this final semester to get a degree so that I will have a better career and future for myself and my family. With all that I have said, I am left with one last semester before getting my degree and so I will really work hard towards achieving my good grades for my last semester. =)
Relationship this year had been up and down for me with happy memories and also sad memories. Doesn't want to comment too much on this as what is over is over, must look forward. Just hoping that I will end this year with many happy memories and move on to a better year with many happy days ahead. There are still alot more for me to learn when it comes to a relationship and I hope that I will be given a chance to improve things and make things work better. =) I will continue to put in my best effort in every ways I can, at least if things doesn't work out as well as expected, I will not regret as I know that I had already done my best. =)
It's already 5am and so I think I should not think so much and go to bed now.. May this 27 days be good for all before the new year comes!!! =D
Lastly, I would like to say this to the special one in my heart: "No matter what, I will not give up so easily and I hope that you will not too. I will always be there for you and supporting you de. Thank you for the support and encouragement you had given me throughout the years, I am really touched by your words to me and the things you had done. (",) And sorry if I had been giving you too much pressure or stress."
SERENE-D(x 3:08 AM
